Last week I was able to see the awesome transformation of a child of God. Here is what happened….

Steve is on my careload and has been since he started coming to TH last summer. He is one of the smartest kids I have ever met. He thinks very abstractly, understands hidden meanings, and always seems to ask questions I had never thought about. His gift has also been his curse. Steve told me that he has always been able to outsmart or explain away religious ideologies with “What if….?” questions or the use of logic. The only Person he has not been able to outsmart is God. When I first met Steve he made it very clear that he did not believe in God or religion. He was totally closed off and disinterested in a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. I can think of a specific time when I was sitting outside looking at the stars one night (7 months ago) and he said he did not want to believe in God because he didn’t want to waste his time believing in someone he was not convinced even existed. These are his words on faith; “It is like jumping off a huge cliff and not knowing what is going to happen. I don’t want to get to the bottom (the end of life) and realize I had just wasted that time and belief for nothing.” I was blown away by his honesty and passion. He was seeking and desiring to know but he did not want to throw his emotions and feelings at the door of just any religious idea or thought. He wanted to know the truth.

Over the past few months I have talked with Steve about God, truth, relationships, and faith. I truly believe that God has been working in his heart over the past few months because our conversation last week gave me a small glimpse into the work the Holy Spirit is doing in him. We pulled up to his house and sat outside in the van and talked about God, faith, trust, truth, and what Christianity looked like in a practical sense. He asked so many great questions and listened intently as I tried to communicate the message of God’s redemption as best I could. I told him these three things. 1. You need to come to a point where you know you have sinned and missed the mark. You will only ever seek for God when you realize you need help. 2. Jesus Christ paid the price for you on the cross so you do not have to pay for the penalty of your own sin. All you need to do is accept that free gift. 3. Once you have accepted that free gift and asked Him to forgive you of your sins your should have a desire to serve God out of gratitude for all He has done for you, NOT because you have to but because you want to. Steve has a LOT of knowledge about God but he summed it up this way. “I know more about God than most of my friends but there is a difference between knowing ABOUT God, and KNOWING God.” I looked at him when he said that and smiled because only the work of the Holy Spirit can get someone to that point. He said he is at a crossroad now. Does he accept the truth and the facts about who Jesus Christ is or does he continue to do what he has always done and try to outsmart God.

Steve did not give his life Jesus that night but I am very encouraged as I anticipate the day when he does accept the free gift of salvation. I asked him what is keeping him back from taking that step and he said he needs a little more time to think about it. I got the idea that his thinking wasn’t focused on denying or refusing the facts but rather a time to get the facts and truths sink in and become his own before deciding to step over the line drawn in the sand; eternal and purposeful life vs. eternal and purposeless life.

Keep praying for Steve and his salvation. I think it is close and because of that I believe Satan will do everything he can to distract and detract him spiritually. Please pray that I will have godly wisdom as I talk with him. Thanks! I will let you all know when he joins the family of God and begins his spiritual journey.

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